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  1. I Must Soon Be Gone


    I could lay down a stronghold
    of demons and diagnoses
    disconnected addiction and drama,
    but the shitty-stutter truth boils down
    to one dreary destination:
    that I am tired of many things;
    I must soon go away.

    I could scream miles of veins
    blue-necked horror at the misery of things
    or collapse inwardly
    implode the hollow hell of how I feel
    expose a heart that beats
    because that it is all it knows:
    that I am here for many things;
    I must soon be gone.

    - Chris Lees

  2. borninconsolable:

    just as I was getting used to you
    you stored me, unattempted
    in your wallet

    as if you don’t want to spend me
    when I’m not at my highest worth

    but I can’t be saved.


  3. "Loneliness is the human condition. Cultivate it. The way it tunnels into you allows your soul room to grow. Never expect to outgrow loneliness. Never hope to find people who will understand you, someone to fill that space. An intelligent, sensitive person is the exception, the very great exception. If you expect to find people who will understand you, you will grow murderous with disappointment. The best you’ll ever do is to understand yourself, know what it is that you want, and not let the cattle stand in your way."
    White Oleander, Janet Finch  (via stainedpoems)
  4. I'm trying and I'm trying to find a purpose in myself, but to no avail. I'm scared. And I'm sorry for existing. I sound pathetic, I know, and I'm sorry again. Is there any writing for that?


    "You do not have to be good.
    You do not have to walk on your knees
    for a hundred miles through the desert repenting.
    You only have to let the soft animal of your body
    love what it loves.
    Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
    Meanwhile the world goes on.
    Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
    are moving across the landscapes,
    over the prairies and the deep trees,
    the mountains and the rivers.
    Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
    are heading home again.
    Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
    the world offers itself to your imagination,
    calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting -
    over and over announcing your place
    in the family of things.”

    —Mary Oliver, “Wild Geese”

  5. fallen-inspiration:

    My dear friend and acclaimed reporter, Ayman Mohyeldien, has been ordered by NBC News management to cease reporting in Gaza and leave the territory for his co-correspondent Richard Engel.

    You’re asking why this matters?

    Ayman Mohyeldien reported from Gaza what no other foreign media correspondent would show. He reported on the humanitarian crisis within Gaza; the unsanitary conditions, the countless dying and dead children, the failing infrastructure within Gaza, and the things that we didn’t see in Gaza until he was able to show us…to show America. To understand his impact, one should only observe his Instagram account (@AymanM). He’s the only MSM reporter who’s showing the true brutality that’s occurring in Gaza.

    Is it because he’s telling the honest truth, or is it because he’s a person of color? After all, they did replace him with a blonde, white guy.

    Bring back Ayman, and let’s see some unbiased reporting; because you can’t talk about jailed reporters in Egypt when you have your own reporters completely shutting their voices on the air.


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